Hi There, firstly I would like to say, taking a step towards getting help does really mean a lot and you are very brave. Never let people tell you otherwise. Coming here and being able to accept that you need help is a very big step, and i am there for you. always remember that the first step to everything is acceptance- and that requires strength, strength that you have.
If by any chance you are not ready to make calls to International helplines, do NOT worry! Please send me a mail or a facebook message. I will be replying to everything, and I swear to confidentiality, your information will not be released anywhere.
Please go on and use these helplines because the world NEEDS you, I NEED you.